Don’t ever try to fit in

Hello all. I am going to be writing a serious post today. So as you may or may not know, I am not homeschooled anymore. I go to a public school. So, we don’t live in a shady part of town or anything, but I’m pretty sure some of my classmates do drugs and/or alcohol. Maybe there are people like that in every school, I don’t know. But I just wanted to say, no matter what your peers think, please don’t ever do anything stupid to fit in. Doing drugs, drinking,smoking, doing things that you should not be doing until you are married, not make you cool. Don’t live to please other people. Be the person that God wants you to be.
Just felt like I needed to say this.


-I’m going to school –

Hey friends. It is me, Rae the cringy girl.
So, homeschool hasn’t been working out. I get distracted too easily, I don’t have any motivation, and being homeschooled means I don’t have a lot of friends. Plus my mom is looking into getting a job so she can’t homeschool me or my siblings. Besides, I’m going to be a freshman. I only have 4 more years of school. So I need to be serious about my education now.
This isn’t necessarily goodbye.
I might post every once in a while, like I have been.
I’m not interested in dolls anymore, just an FYI, so I will be posting stuff like my art. Speaking of which…
The majestic lavender Orpington
I’m kinda proud of this one. It actually looks like Spiderman
This one’s ok I guess
An attempt at drawing a cartoon version of Licorice

I’m alive

Surprise! I’m not dead! I forgot my wordpress password and I was lazy and waited like a hundred years to attempt to log in. Anyway, here is some of my mediocre-ish art

Supposed to be a sorta realistic drawing of Licorice. It looks kinda weird.
lavender orpington2.png
A lavender Orpington chicken (Also, they’re real if you don’t believe me, look it up). It’s now my profile picture on wordpress and youtube because idk why.

Okay that’s it for today I have schoolwork to finish


My Life is Terrible ;-;

You may be wondering why I titled it this. Here’s the story.

So, a few weeks ago, I got a new hamster. She was so sweet, and she never bit me. It made me so happy just to get her out of her cage and play with her.

Then, the worst thing imaginable happened yesterday.

I was just casually sitting at the dinner table, working on my grammar, when my mom came up to me and said, “Skye, Rae told me that Cookie (my hamster’s name) just died.” I was devastated. I don’t know what I did wrong. I fed her, and played with her as much as I could, but she just died. I should have known something was wrong. That night, she didn’t run on her wheel. The next day, she was sleeping and moving like she was having a bad dream. I couldn’t wake her up. I kind of shrugged it off.

I can’t believe I took her running on her wheel for granted. I’ll never be able to hear that again. I’m sorry Christiana that I didn’t say anything about it to you.

I can act happy in public, but at night, I start getting depressed again. It should have known that it was too good to be true to have a perfect hamster like Cookie.

I didn’t get any pictures of her, but Rae posted a video of Cookie on Rae’s YouTube channel. It’s not high quality, but you get a good idea of what she looks like.

I always loose my pets early. Violet died after 5 months. I guess I should have seen it coming.

This post was on such short notice and probably has very many grammar errors, but I don’t care. I guess I just want the world to be aware that my hamster died.

Bye. Thank you for reading this.


Long time no see…

Hello. It seems that I have not posted for awhile. Oops.

Anyway, Kiki nominated me for the Blue Sky Tag. Thanks Kiki!


1. Thank the person who nominated you
2. Answer there 11 questions
3. Tag 11 new people
4. Give them 11 more questions to answer


1. Who was your first doll that you got? (doesn’t have to be AG)

 I will just tell you my first AG-like doll that I got because I’m sure I don’t remember my VERY first doll. So my first AG-like doll is an Our Generation doll named Holly. I got her in 2012… I think. I still have her. Also, her hair is really matted and frizzy.         

2. What’s your favorite American Girl doll?

I don’t know. I liked Lea and Caroline.

3. If you could design any thing for American Girl, what would it be?  

Friend, I would re-design stuff. I would make the historical character’s clothes historically accurate, I would come up original stories for the girls of the year, and I’d make the characters slightly older, maybe around 12 or 13 years old.

4. How did you learn about American Girl? 

 I think because we got a catalog in the mail.

5. What’s your favorite AG pet? 

I don’t know. I don’t care too much for the pets they sell now.                                                                                                   
6. What’s your favorite item AG sells?

I don’t know. Nothing they sell is good anymore.

7. What 18 inch doll brand do you like to buy from?

I haven’t bought any dolls for a long time. I’ve bought Our Generation dolls, American Girl dolls, and a My Life doll. I don’t regularly buy from any of these companies though.

8. Who’s your favorite AGTuber?  

I don’t watch American Girl YouTubers. I don’t even watch that much YouTube in general.                                                                       
9. Who’s your favorite BeForever character? 

*goes to because I forgot what all the BeForever characters were* Uhhh… I guess Maryellen and Felicity…?                                                                 
10. What’s your favorite thing to do with your dolls? 

I haven’t done anything with my dolls for awhile. I guess take pictures of them.

11. What’s your favorite kind of doll related post? 

 Photo shoots I guess.                                                            



Chicken Pie


Somebody #2

Somebody #3

Somebody #4

Somebody #5

Somebody #6

Somebody #7

Somebody #8

Ahahaha. I totally didn’t just put those names there to hurry up and finish this post. Just kidding. I nominate whoever wants to answer my crazy questions.

Now for my questions

My questions:

1. DO YOU LIKE WAFFLES? (Hint: The answer is yes.)

2. What is the funniest thing you’ve ever said?

3. Would you rather eat worms or snails? (Also, neither is not an answer and you will receive a plate full of whatever one of these you choose after you post this >:D )

4. Are these questions lame?

5. Do you think chickens are good pets?

6. Is Licorice the most cutest fluffy little hamster in the world??

7. Are you bored?

8.  Do you like dogs or cats better? (Haha first ‘normal’ question)

9. Would you rather live in a world without internet or a world without books? (Neither is not an answer!!)

10. Is this the 10th question?

11. What did you think of the questions?

Yeah. I totally wasn’t running out of ideas.

Well, I guess bye for now.



The Blue Sky Tag

I haven’t posted in over 2 weeks. Oops.

‘Ello, my dear readers! Kiki nominated me for the Blue Sky Tag. Thanks, Kiki! Here we go!


1. thank the person who nominated you.

2. answer their 11 questions.

3. tag 11 new people (I’m not so good with these rules…)

4. give them 11 more questions to answer.



1. who was your first doll that you got? (doesn’t have to be AG)

Well, that would depend if upon if you meant 18 inch dolls or not. But I’m just sticking with 18 inch. 😉 My very first 18 inch (oh boy I’ve already said that 3 times) was an Our Generation doll named Charlotte. I got her when I was six years old. So now, she has very horrible hair, and we had to cut some of it off.

2. what’s your favorite American Girl doll?

That’s a pretty hard one, but I like Kanani, Lea Clark, Nanea, Truly Me 61, among others.

3. if you could design anything for American Girl, what would it be?

I never really thought of that. But making a GOTY would be a lot of fun! If I couldn’t do that, then I would design an outfit.

4. how did you learn about American Girl?

From the catalogue. I had one of the 2012 ones, and I would read it and look at it almost every day. Then we signed up for them and got them every month (I thought it meant a free doll XD). AG turned into an obsession for me. When I got a tablet, I went on the website in a lot of my spare time. Then in spring of 2014, I got my first AG doll, Sara. Then I got my second AG in February 2015. My third doll, Josefina, (who I might sell) we bought used in June 2016. I haven’t gotten another since.

5. what’s your favorite AG pet?

Pepper was always my favorite. But I never got a chance to buy him, I remember the day they updated AG pets. I was a little disappointed. 😦 Like really, why did they have to discontinue him?!?

6. what’s your favorite item that AG sells?

I.dont.know. A lot of them are pretty cool.

7. what 18 inch doll brand do you like to buy from?

I don’t like buying from AG, because of their high prices. Otherwise, I’d probably have at least 10 AG dolls. But the one we’ve bought from the most is Our Generation, and it’s not a bad brand.

8. who’s your favorite AGtuber?

I don’t watch much AGtube, but one of my favorites is agoverseasfan, who has almost 1 million subscribers.

9. who’s your favorite BeForever character?

Kaya, Rebecca, Nanea, and Caroline (she’s discontinued tho 😦 ).

10. what’s your favorite thing to do with your dolls?

Take pictures of them, and do their hair and outfits!

11. what’s your favorite kind of doll related post?

I like photostories most of all.

I nominate..

Anyone who loves Chick-fil-A. 😉

My Questions:

1. Have you read the entire Chronicles of Narnia? (I have 😉 )

2. Do you know another language?

3. How many pets do you have?

4. Introvert, extrovert, or ambivert?

5. Windows or Mac?

 6. What was the most expensive thing you have ever bought?

7. Do you play Animal Jam? (I bet you don’t XD)

8. What is your favorite kind of soda?

9. What is the last gift you have received, and who was it from?

10. What is your least favorite subject in school?

11. Do you really love Chick-Fil-A? 😉


I hope you enjoyed reading this. 😀